- Are you still dating john?
- How is he?
- How is your boyfriend?
- How are you guys?
and I don’t know how to answer and I don’t want to just have to go into story mode so instead of saying:
- I think so? maybe, i guess.
- i don’t know
- i don’t know
- we’re not good.
I have to say:
- yep!
- he’s good he’s good
- He’s good
- we’re good
One year ago on that date is when everything between us really started happening. I remember it like it were yesterday. Tu eres mi todo @pochrock11 :( “if i fell in love with you, would you promise to be true…”
Mostly LDR related blogs. Please please don’t take it personally, I just can’t handle seeing the posts anymore now that I don’t even know whats happening and if I will be in a relationship with John after tomorrow.
I don’t understand. I put him before everything. I’ve been told our relationship gave other people hope.
:(
we’re in the void somewhere between being together and not.
I physically (accidentally) hurt myself crying last night. I don’t know how but I woke up and didn’t even go to the memorial this morning for a young man who graduated with me (he passed last week). I even skipped my call in shift today at 10 and just went into work at 1.
I could not get up.
02/12/12
9 months my john. and we’re taking one day at a time. I think you are worth the wait and struggle that comes with this long distance relationship. I miss having you by my side but until you’re with my again I will take you anyway I can. tu eres mi todo. <3
my heart just hurts without you here. :( I miss you so much. i feel like I’m losing you John.
then (top) and now (bottom)
to keep away the bad thoughts.
this distance is killing me.
but I love you so much.
please be mine and only mine forever.
Yes, being 2594 miles apart and this is still possible! the only thing is, you can’t physically be there to fix it. there’s a time difference, internet connection issues. Like for 1, I can’t talk to him if he doesn’t have internet. so there I was sitting there freaking the fuck out because I fucked up and I had NO way to talk to him until he got home. I’m sorry babe.
Things are good now, but I still think about it all the time. but guys, we talked it out.
That’s a key to LDRs. talk. it. out.
and it’s pointless to keep things from each other because you shouldn’t really do that in a regular relationship but it is more of a big deal I think, in a LDR because you can’t be there for them. And it takes a shit ton of trust. when you hear from your boyfriend/girlfriend “oh i’m not cheating on you” you think, oh okay, well we’ll see, because I have eyes that can keep an eye out of them if they really aren’t seeing someone else. But for us, most of us can’t really do that. you need to trust that they do love you. and I’m glad my boyfriend trusts me. I would never cheat on him. He really is the greatest thing that happened to me.
ALSO: Imagine (for those of you not in LDRs) if you couldn’t hug your s/o or kiss them or lay with them after a big fight. It’s hard.
Give us a little credit, yeah? :)
8 months babe, I love you <3
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me:
claimed and claim
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john:
it sounds the same!
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me:
here, watch my mouth "claim" and "claimed"
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john:
i can't........ what? it sounds the same. im looking at your mouth!
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me:
hahaha nooo look, watch, my mouth is different with each word. "claimed" and "claim"
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john:
forget "claim", i want to kiss you!
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*le novio helping me study for my spanish midterm*
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me:
tell me time
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john:
*typing* 6:40am
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me:
*speaking* son las siete menos vienti de la manana(its 20 to 7)
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john:
what? no
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me:
NO I have to learn that way jut deal with me
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*some minutes later*
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John:
8:30am
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me:
son las ocho y media de la manana
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john:
perfect!
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me:
sweet!
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John:
1:90 apm
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me:
i hate you. hahaha
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john:
hahahahahahahahahahaha come on cassie hahahaha what? we use that hahaha no no no just kidding
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*le john and I going to sleep on Skype*
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Me:
I love you
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John:
I love you too cassie
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Me:
*kiss sound*
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John:
*kiss sound*
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Me:
sweet dreams
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John:
yes sweet dreams to you too!
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Me:
see you.
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John:
see you, see you in a few moments
I love my john <3